hey guys. hmm.. im thinking of stuff to blog about.
its very boring.
sigh. im pretty happy these days. coz i learned a lot
okay. here. wait.
i dont really get why life is so hard.
i kept on saying that, like everyday of my life,until one day of course.
coz that day, i really had this very big problem with my life.
and then, a very good friend of mine, my best friend,
she told me that, life cant be what you expect it to be.
there are some times when its difficult and easy.
but, in those times, you should always remember, that you're not alone.
and you'll never be alone.
coz, first of all your family is there to be with you, to guide you.
and of course, your friends will always be there for you, no matter what.
i mean, your true friends.
they are there with you, at your side, to help you in your problems.
coz they know that everything will be ok again.
you just have to trust god and yourself.
you just have to understand that life is like that.
you just have to understand and learn from it.
you just have to be patient.
coz it will make you a better person.
your mistakes, move on, but never forget.
always understand it, because that's life.
just trust and always remember: you're not alone. ;)
well, that's all i can think about. HAHA.
thanks for reading people, :))
next time na lang. :))
there's beauty in the breakdown
Friday, September 26, 2008
hey guys. hope you guys are reading this.
well, as you can see, uhm, i have a new yahoo id.
here. please add meeeee!!!!!!!!!! :>:>:>:>
devyy_gomezz55
PLEASE ADD ME! :)
DONT GIVE IT TO OTHERS W/O MY PERMISSION.
PLEASE AND THANK YOU! :**** :>:>:>:>
there's beauty in the breakdown
Thursday, September 04, 2008
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for hurting you
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[x] you have jumped out of a moving vehicle
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush
[x] You have been called a blonde
TOTAL: 6
[x] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow
[ ] you never knew that the alphabet and twinkle little star had the same tune
[x] you sang them to make sure
[x] you have tripped on your own feet and fallen
[x] you have choke on your spit. :))
TOTAL: 5
[x] you have seen matrix and you still don’t get it (LOW IQ EH!)
[ ] you type with three fingers or less
[x] you have accidentally caught something on fire
[x] when you were supposed to drink from a straw, it went in your nose =)))))
[x] you have caught yourself drooling =)))))))
TOTAL: 4
[x] you fell asleep during class =))
[x] sometimes you just stop thinking (idk. HAHA!)
[x] sometimes when you’re telling a story, you forget what you’re talking about.
[x] people often walk away from you (when they wanna go na HAHA.)
[x] you have been told to shut up.
TOTAL: 5
[x] you have used your fingers to add simple math
[ ] you accidentally ate a bug
[x] you are taking this test when you’re supposed to do something else
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time
TOTAL: 4
[x] you have posted bulletins because you’re scared of what might happen to you =))))))
[x] you break a lot of things
[x] you tilt your head when you’re confused
[x] you fell of your chair
[x] when you sleep, you try to find shapes from the scratches of the ceiling
TOTAL: 5
[x] you usually say uhm
[x] you don’t know what uhm means
[x] you say what and huh a lot
[x] you’re using a calculator to see your score in this test (I feel lazy eh! HAHA!)
TOTAL: 4
GRAND TOTAL: 32
Now, take that number and multiply it by 3 and REPOST this as "I'm __% RETARDED"
there's beauty in the breakdown
sigh. its so boring today. how are you guys?
lets see..what's a nice topic to talk about...hmmm....
hmmm....what to talk about...
im so bored. i cant think of any topic to talk about. AHAHA!
let's see. ok i have one.
dude. why did i even become an officer. ?
i mean dude. its so hard. but it is fun.
coz sometimes you miss classes. HAHA! =)) =))
but then. sometimes when something bad happens to the class.
ms aj will go "officers. you're supposed to be in charge. but what are you doing"
so, we will be the ones who will get in trouble.
dont they get it?! they're the pinakaBOSS. its not just our responsibility.
its also the adviser's responsibility! NOT JUST OURS!
THAT'S THE REASON WHY I DONT WANT TO BE AN OFFICER.
but it does feel good, to sacrifice yourself for others.
like if they're noisy, it feels good to take the blame.
coz your classmates are your brothers and sisters.
sigh. but still its hard. yet its fun. HAHA.
you get to meet new friends, of course, the other officers.
its fun. and hard. but its ok. coz we learn something when the class gets in trouble.
last year i was the secretary until now. HAHA.
random ko noh? =))
dont worry. someday i'll find a more matino topic =))
there's beauty in the breakdown
you know what? i'll be honest about something. . . . .
i started singing when i was 6 years old. honestly. i dont know how to sing those days.
but my dad and me really wanted me to sing. so. he enrolled me to center for pop. singing lessons.
my first day there. i had NO IDEA what im gonna do. the first thing coach kiko asked me to do is to belt out. i had a hard time. the coach was nice. he never laughed at me when i did bad. :)
but. after a few belts..say..10 above..i finally got it right. so he told me to go to the stage and
he gave me the mic. the first song i sang there was "to love you more". but the first song i ever sang was "pagdating ng panahon" :)). after class. me and my dad. we practice everyday.
as time goes by..my coaches and family, noticed that i was getting better. :)
so. i continued the lessons. then. i had my first practicum. me and my classmates. we are
required to sing 1 fast&slow song. then i reached level 2. then i had my first recital. like my practicum but we had to sing more songs. then i reached LEVEL 3. this level was hard for me.
this was the level where i actually had my first concert. it was so hard. we were only three.
and i was the only girl. so. i sang like 13 songs. every song. i had to change my gown! then i had to run to the other side of the stage. after the concert. i saw a big "blue magic" gift in my dressing room. i read the message. it's from my family. it was a teddy bear! its big :)). they also gave me flowers. then. we ate at kfc :)). know what? the day after the concert.
i lost my voice. but it was no biggy. i just drank luya and everything was ok.
i stopped lessons. because of school. :(
grade 4. lasalle idol. i was super happy. it was ok for me if i didnt win. the important
thing for me was to have fun. i didnt expect anything :o.
honestly. after grade 4. i lost my singing voice. :((
my dad was super disappointed and sad. coz i didnt sing the whole summer.
he made tampo to me. :(
i kept on telling myself.. "what the heck am i thinking? why didnt i sing the whole summer? why did i ruin my dream? why? why? why?"
but then. i realized something. i realized that. .
my parents specially my dad. they payed so much for my singing lessons.
he really wanted me to become a singer. i wanted to become a singer.
its my dream. my dad's dream. my parents payed a lot just for me to develop my voice.
so i told myself. i had to get my voice back. now. everyday. i grab our magic sing.
and i sing for 2 hours. i dont want to make my family disappointed again.
i had to follow my/dad's dream.
im not shy to post this here. im not shy to tell you i lost my singing voice.
so what? its the biggest mistake of my life. and its my fault. so i should not be ashamed of it.
if you're dream is like mine. to sing. dont mind what people say about you. at least you
had fun ;). i dont want to sing because i want to be popular. i dont even think that i want to be popular. its hard. the reason i want to sing is because singing for me. . , , singing is love. :)
we all have dreams. and you should do everything to reach it.
me. even though im having a hard time to get my voice back. i do everything i can.
coz. if you really want something to happen. you'll really do everything to make it come true.
i dont give a damn if i look stupid or if i sound horrible right now. coz i know that all of that will
give me what i want. coz i want to follow my dreams.
there's beauty in the breakdown
